April doesn’t Knock
April comes with wet palms and dirt under her nails.
She doesn’t knock
just slips in,
smelling like something
that almost died but didn’t.
Quite like you.
You’re the kind of person
who cries overhearing a song
someone else is listening to
not the tune,
but the fact that it meant something to them
the same way it did to you.
You think trees might be watching.
You feel heavy when the sky turns orange.
You suspect there’s a deeper rhythm in things—the timing of encounters,
the sharpness of dreams,
the way a stranger’s eye catches yours and says, Yes, you too?
You don’t always believe in coincidence.
And neither do I.
The universe doesn’t toss dice.
It leaves messages
in echoes. in bruises. In people
who wound you
just enough
to turn you toward the person
you were always meant to become.


I'm finding so much nourishment in how you write. Thank you!